Quote: I think it is amazing how you are able to analyze the sitch and move on it.
Well thanks for the compliment NNP! I'm not feeling like I deserve it right now. But I'll take what I can get!
Still no word from H. Every morning that goes by that he is silent gets me more and more scared.
On a good note, a friend of mine from Alaska told me about a job on the west coast I'd LOVE to get. I sent out my application last night. Seattle, I'd love to live there.
Hey look at this! Looks like I'm headed into the same situation I was living in two years ago when H dropped the "I'm not comfortable living with you" bomb. He's depressed and angry about work so he stops speaking to me and leaves me hanging. My job prospects are looking up and I'm torn between chasing after an exciting career or holding out for my H (who thinks my career aspirations are just "stupid"). Well, maybe the sitch in Alaska wasn't a one time deal. Maybe I'll be facing this losing situation every few years with H.
