Thank you so much for your words, and for writing about your sitch in DB. I did read over your sitch a bit. I can't imagine the journey you have gone through so far.
This is difficult. DB'ing worked, I would say, and the detachment part is key.
I'm wondering now if I've become, or have been a love addict at this point because of the stuff I put up with from her.
It's not just sex that's difficult, I'm having a hard time with all of it. I'm confused I don't know if it's because I'm so close to her, but it's hard for me to even see her as a normal person anymore. Sometimes, and I hate to admit this, but sometimes I feel like I'd like to just start over.