It's been hard to keep on the boards, I don't know why. Maybe because of all the pain I pour out here?
So an update.
We got back together and things were amazing. She was more woman than I could believe. I was amazed and I was in heaven.
Then OM contacted her and threw her off again. She was gone.
I required her to get counseling for Sex and Love Addiction.
She did, but apparently was keeping in contact with him and lying to me about it. She kept this up for a while, I had to confront her about it. I also found out she had been in contact with one of the people she had dated while we were apart and lied to me about that too.
I left and some how she got me back into it after a few days. I think I left twice.
Leaving doesn't seem to be working for me.
While at first the sex was great, now there is very little. We haven't kissed in months really...i mean real kissing. She's not affectionate.
We haven't had sex in 2 weeks. I'm really hurt and angry about that.
She's seeing a counselor for SLA.
I tell her explicitly what I need and her response is almost nothing. She does nothing for me anymore.
I don't know what to do. I don't know if it's right to think she'll change. I'm really hurting with this.
I poor my heart out asking for help from her. And she doesn't help.
