GH, You are absolutely right. Yes, I am sure lots of people think I am stupid to be putting up with this day after day. Some days, I myself think I am a big idiot.
I have started reading passionate marriage again and it really stresses the importance of being your own person. Controlling yourself and your emotions and being a whole person. I feel that I have come a long way in that department this summer.
I don't really know what's going on inside of my H's head and he doesn't know how to articulate it to me. Whatever, he is still here. That is a big positive. It is my chance to work on myself. With my parents being here I really see myself in both of them and there are a lot of traits that we share that annoy and irritate me. Now if I feel this way, my H probably does too. These are things that I can try to improve in myself, for myself.
Or, I can always try to get some Prozac or something to make me so mellow that I do not react or care about anything - lol
