Hi GH and Lin, I am such a mess today. I should be cleaning before the family arrives but I cannot stop obsessing over my sitch. I pulled out Love Must be Tough and reread a few pages.
Although the GPS thing sounds enticing, I don't think I could actually do it. Only because it is such an invasion, I would hate it if someone did it to me. But that is not to say I won't use it in the future.
I know now is not a good time for a talk with the family here and all so I have to muster all of my strength and hang tough for 1 more week. I must be the better person. I will try to be upbeat and happy and operate my life out of love, honesty and integrity. I will not wallow in self pity and feel sorry for myself.
You know GH, I have told him repeatedly that the cage door is open - he just won't leave... So if he is to stay I really want a commitment to work on our R and I don't feel I have that either. Here is where I remain in limbo. Like the song says, "Should I stay or should I go now, if I stay it will be trouble and if I go it will be double......" don't remember the name but I think it is the Violent Femmes.
