Jokerman, I thank God everyday for meeting you here. Thru you I can truley understand how my H may be feeling. Others may think I am immature or superficial for thinking this, but I don't care.
I want to reconnect with my H, I really do. I just don't know how. I feel like we both are afraid, afraid of rejection and hurt and neither of us knows how to move forward. He really is trying, I really believe that. Like when he read the birthday card outloud that I gave him, he thanked me several times. He said it was so thoughtful and it meant alot to him.
I'm just afraid of being stuck. Of being in a loveless marriage. Yes, we are great friends, this I know but how do we move forward. Any advice from your perspective would REALLY be appreciated. Not to mention the fact the I hate shaving my legs everyday in anticipation that tonight will be the night....just kidding
