I feel like things are better here, except for the fact that there is zero intimacy. By coming here I realize that it will take time for feelings of physical attraction to come to the surface again, but dang. I'm so tired of waiting - will this be the day, night, or whenever we we finally reconnect? To tell you the truth I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of being the one to initiate hugs and kisses goodnight, with no response. I realize, this is probably how my H felt for many years and what let to the breakup of our marriage but I DO NOT know what to do to change this dynamic. I do not want to continue this way forever, I am a human being for God's sake. How long to I sacriface my needs. Sorry for the rant....
