I meant more that my W has made up her mind and that by continuing to try and save the marriage will be a miserable experience. I know that I can both be happy while trying to follow my convictions, but I haven't been all that successful lately. I thought I was doing great, and I have had such a positive experience, but interaction with my W have affected me negatively. She told me last night that I wasn't happy. It's sad that I find myself happier when we're not together. Well, I'm dedicated to continuing to try, and I'm dedicated to being happy myself. I find myself questioning whether I have it in me.
I accept and love my W for who she is. I think a lot of the problems in our interactions come from her stuff, but I love her for it none-the-less.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
