Alright, maybe this is a stupid question: does the fact that she's even arguing with me about how I'm treating her mean that we're still in a state of conflict in our relationship? Does it mean that she's trying to improve it because she doesn't want to give it up yet, or is it that she's simply looking for more reassurance that she's making the right decision?
I guess this doesn't matter in the end, just some thoughts that popped up in my mind.
I need to get back to working on myself. I'm a little discouraged today, and I'm starting to feel like I'm in a little depressive slump. I'll pick it up tomorrow I'm sure, but the distance between us is really getting to me today. I think she's really gone, and I don't think I've really accepted that we're done. I know this doesn't rule out a new start, and that's what I'm hoping for, but I still think I need to truly accept that we're done.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
