GH, I don't really think it was miscommunication as much as me reading into things you wrote a tone that I probably contributed to. I appreciate your sympathy and support. I guess every once in a while I go looking for something more "objective" to give me some direction. I look outward at the precise times when I should be directed inward the most.

I guess all this focus on my feelings recently reflects the fact that despite my contentment with where my life is headed, I haven't been as focused and consumed with it as I probably should be right now. I have been reactive, thinking about my W and my M more than I should. This is going to change again soon, as I have been a little sick and haven't been able to get out and exercise, or do things that I would like to.

Thanks again for your input, and know that I am determined to stick this out, for better or for worse. I have grown so much through this process, and I look forward to continuing my growth, and the process.

“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ”
– Albert Einstein