I know, my W is handling all those ifs for us both. She's checking out the grass. I'll wait for the report.
Really, I'm not thinking much about this, I was just journaling some thoughts about it. I'm resolved. I'm convicted. My emotions have little to do with this.
Whatever happens, I will always be thankful that I have this opportunity. I will always find the good in this situation. Every now and again though, the bad does force the mind to feel the opposite through fantasy. This is a natural reaction - defense mechanism if you will. It's important to recognize that as adults we escape reality in fantasy, and the fantasy of something better is a way of escaping the pain, not an indication of what's really out there and what we should strive for. . .
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
