Hey MT, I think we all need jackets (with straps?) we all in the same club. Still purging the "lot" of images/letter I found last Tuesday, thinking "is this really worth it? can't I get someone else?" My H has LOTS of issues, and I find myself thinking how my life would be with a normal guy, I think we are both suffering from the "green grass" envy. We've worked too hard to get where we are, all that suffering isnt' going to be for nothing darn it! We both need to lay off the "ifs", not good, it makes a path on our brain which will eventually drain our good intentions and energy to fix our Ms.
Let's look at what we have, or else we'll be like the dog who lost the steak in the river when he was trying to reach out the bigger better mirage steak.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.