Alright, so apparently I haven't been demonstrating any changes. W thinks that I have just been pushing her away. That and OM is who she is meant to be with. The separation is put on hold for a bit because she needs to get some things in order, like a job and such. So there's some more time for DBing. I have to re-read the book. I'm really confused that all my work seems to have been for nothing because she doesn't see it as significant, and she certainly doesn't see it as fighting. She doesn't want to, I know, but that doesn't change her perspective. She as much as told me she is looking for a reason to stay. Gotta work on that.


“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ”
– Albert Einstein