Oh, BTW I forgot to mention that her therapist wants her to get on medication. She has been on it before and has her reasons for not wanting to be again. I wonder if it will help or not.
Another thing she kept saying, and I know to take this all with a grain of salt, is "do you expect me to just come around? Do you think I'm going to love you again? I have nothing left for you anymore." I told her that I had no idea what to expect. That I was just doing what was right for me right now. I have no idea what will happen, I do have hopes, but I'm not expecting anything.
We talked a lot about choices, and she kept phrasing her statements like "you're not giving me any choices" to which I responded that I don't have the power to give you choices. I can only control what I'm willing to choose, and if this results in a choice you would like to have not being available to you, it's not something I'm taking away.
She told me that she wanted to stay friends through this, but that now I'm making her hate me. Well, I'm going to continue to wait it out. I know it really frustrates her that I'm doing so, but it seems to me to be the only way right now.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
