Thanks guys. I'm still hanging in there - doing really well. The fact that the weather is nice helps a lot.
Something that I'm struggling with: my W keeps saying that stopping the A and staying with me is the "easy" option. This drives me nuts because to me, at this point, there is so much damage done that the is no easy option. Everything is a mess. Also, right in line with the "easy" thing, I keep thinkning that somewhere, my W thinks that what I'm doing is the easy thing by staying. I think she thinks I don't have it in me to leave her. I think she thinks that I am just staying in almost a state of denial here. I know I'm not, and I know that it doesn't really matter what she thinks, but it does get me thinking.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
