Yea, it's not the A that bothers me. Honestly, I can fairly easily put that behind me, my point was that if I can put that behind us, as big of a deal as that should be to her, why can't she put things behind her? We have BOTH done things to hurt each other, why is it the things she has done seem to be so small to her compared to the things I have done?
I do agree with you that we just need to reset, do the dating thing and start over. I think that is what she is trying to do. But from my perspective, if we were 'dating' like we did in the beginning, we would be dating more than 4-5 hours a week.
Yea, I am impatient. Not to get the relationship back to where I think it should be, my impatience is in determining if she is really sincere. It seems she is from what I can tell, but I have been lied to and manipulated so much in the last 4.5 months that I am having trouble chilling out and letting things run their coarse. I'm starting to feel more comfortable though, i'm just going to have to give this part time.
Learn to laugh at it. People are people and everyone is human. Choose how you will act and don't re-act.
