Well, more news and I honestly don't believe it. I called her earlier to check on her, no answer. She's calls me back about an hour later and tells me she got the results back from the Doc, etc. It is a Kidney Infection.
Anyway, we are about to hang up and she says...
Would you like to go out and do something Sunday after church together? I stayed calm even though I was thinking "WHAT!". So we planned to meet in a litte resort town north of here to eat lunch and walk through the shops. She said, "Good! It'll be like a real date!".
Now most of you will read this and say, wow! great news FA! But, unfortunatly, I have been down this road before. There is a difference this time though. I am a lot more grounded and comfortable with myself and being around her. I know I will do well on this date. I will keep my expectations in check, be myself and have a good time with my "Friend" and we'll see what happens.
It has been over a month since we looked on each others faces. Wish me luck!
Learn to laugh at it. People are people and everyone is human. Choose how you will act and don't re-act.