Sorry, just trying to keep this thread alive because I really could use some help/support. I honestly feel like I have already lost her, maybe months ago, and all the stuff she says to me has nothing to do with getting back together. I just feel from a mental health perspective I need to try my best to accept that and learn to live again alone. It's just hearing her say what I want and like to hear gives me temporary moments of reprieve. I know I can't keep using those to feel better. I have to be able to make myself feel better no matter what the out come.
It's a long road, I have been through it before in 1st marriage. I really never wanted to have to go through it again. It was my greatest fear in life, and is directly related to why I am going through it again.
Learn to laugh at it. People are people and everyone is human. Choose how you will act and don't re-act.
