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I just hate that I think about him and I feel like I know that he NEVER thinks about me because he is with his his future wife.

That's not true. He can't stop thinking about you, I'm sure. Since it matters to you (and I'll keep praying that you get to the point where you don't give a @#&^% what he thinks), try to get him thinking about how about what a good person you are. Let him miss you and worry about you (keep in mind that he can't miss you if you call him).

The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)