Quote: No it doesn't, it makes HIM look like the bad guy.
DON'T CALL!!!!!!!
Thanks t2sp . . . I only said that because I changed my number so now even if he tried to call he wouldn't be able to get ahold of me. I feel bad about that. I mean it's not like he ever really called anyway. I had more problems with her calling. I hated that she would constantly try to call because I know she doesn't believe the stuff he tells her. Now that I am out of the picture though they have nothing to worry about. I just feel so low. I want to call. . . I don't know why, it's almost unbearable. I've even had the phone in my hand a few times. BUT I just end up crying because I know I shouldn't call. I just REALLY want to. I don't want to put myself out of the running.
He always said if he could just walk away and keep walking (sever all contact) he would never look back. I've done that for him. I didn't think about that when I changed my number . . I thought about her not being able to call . . . I guess I thought it would drive him crazy and he would call someone else to try to get ahold of me. No such luck . . I'm the only one going crazy because of this situation.
