You have posted 4 times in an hour. I am not saying anything is wrong with that, but I want to say take a break and go do something fun. Take a break from your situation and enjoy some time with your kids. You deserve it.
I know I've been trying to keep myself from calling him. I am waiting for my Mom to call me so that I can go down to the bank and get that stuff taken care. . . . . I'm just feeling a little crazy today! Missing him A LOT . . . trying to resist the urge to call him.