Alrighty I am having a tough time just accepting what is happening . . .
I feel like I should be digging in my heels and fighting instead of letting go and walking away.

I guess sometimes though it's am "unwinable war" and you just have to let go.

Please go easy on me today but most definately tell me what I even know I need to hear.
I have to go for awhile . . .
I won't call him . . . I hope