bj . . . I haven't had my appointment yet . . . August 7th.
Nothing new to report this morning. I guess he and I really have severed all ties. UGH . . . I HATE IT! I miss talking to him. I feel like I am totally out of the running now. I just keep trying to tell myself that I am better off anyway. I don't really feel better off. . . . divorce feels like crap (even if it could be another two years in the waiting).
He's finally run the whole way away. It hurts.
I am still doing OK . . . I toss and turn a lot at night . . . and I feel pretty lonely . . . BUT . . overall I'm doing alright. Just a low day today.
It's TOO stinkin' hot! I hate this weather. YUCK!
Not even 8 o'clock and I'm already sweating.
Do you think I'll ever hear from him again guys? Or do you think he'll just keep running.
