I don't know why I freaked out . . . but I'm coming off the drama crying stage. Leveling already . . . you all are great.
Thanks NotMarried . . . I've been telling ACJ all the things you just told me so I know exactly what you are saying. I haven't gotten out in awhile. Too darn hot the last two days to take the girls for a walk .. YUCK. I was going to go swimming with a friend yesterday but she got held up at work. I need to do something. I cleaned this morning and started laundry (too hot to throw it in the dryer as of yet though).
My mind is just crazy .. . I knew he went back down there to her . . but as soon as it was actually in writing it hurt. Makes no sense. I know it's "over" between us. But as soon as he confirms on that damn page it hurts.
I don't know why.
I just need to stick to the people who love me and see me for what I am and not feed into their (him and OW) highschool drama.
Oh and if you go and read the myspace I really am thinking of moving . . I didn't just stick that up to make him jealous. PROMISE! My brother own his own business (VERY SUCESSFULL) . . The only hitch. It's in VA . . . so I have to wait until this custody issue is sorted out. We'll see where things go.
