I think you're doing a lot better, I really do. You just need to keep at it, and you can.
Quote: He's deleted me from his friends and he's changed his profile so that it revoles around her.
What's he gonna do next, write about you in his slam book and tell you that you can't sit at the "cool" lunch table anymore? His actions are those of a 12 year old, seriously. Don't let it bug you and don't stoop to his level.
Myspace is very bad for your state of mind. I know it's important to you because of your friends... but checking up on him does you nothing but harm. If you let it.
When you feel this way, I want you to remember one thing: you are pining for a man who didn't even have the stones to say goodbye to his children. That's no man, believe me. He's not worthy of you or those kids.
I can tell from the way you don't like certain things that were said last week... that you do have a lot of pride. Use that pride and shake him off like the dirt that he is right now.
One more thing... and please don't take this as anything other than my sincere desire to help keep you out of the pit. I think you would do wonderfully with something for your anxiety. There are anti-depressants that also are designed for obsessive-compulsive thinking. I say from personal experience that they can do wonders. Please talk to your OB. I know you are worried about being on something for "depression," but no court in the world could fault you for taking something to help the anxiety, considering the crap you've been dealing with.
Take care and don't do anything you'll regret. Please do not call or email him. It won't help at all.
Last edited by survivinginchicago; 08/02/0601:58 PM.
What's he gonna do next, write about you in his slam book and tell you that you can't sit at the "cool" lunch table anymore? His actions are those of a 12 year old, seriously. Don't let it bug you and don't stoop to his level.
