I'M LOSING IT . . .

Guys . . I am sliding down into that black hole waiting for me.

He's deleted me from his friends and he's changed his profile so that it revoles around her. (This is on myspace)

I still get on because A LOT of my other friends and I message back and forth through there.

I don't want to lose everything I've been working so hard for.
GOD I HATE HIM . . .

This is soo shitty . . . sooo shitty.

I don't understand why things can't be fair.
Like I don't understand why he couldn't love me as much as I love him.
I don't understand why I am NEVER good enough . . NEVER
Oh ^&^*&^%^%*^(*^(%(*^

Yeah . . . it's going to be one of those.
DAMN this rollercoaster.
Divorce is the worst . . . . especially when it's because of OP.

I am so sad.
Please pray for me.