Well I was a little low tonight. Then I got on here . . . and went and checked out ACJ . . . I feel better . . . listen to my own damn advice. I never did get ahold of my Domestic Relations Lady. Apparently she had the day off. Everytime I want to get something done . . LOL!
Let's see it took EVERY ounce I had tonight not to try my H's old cell phone. The only thing that stopped me honestly? If I call him he'll have my new number and then she'll get it out of his phone again. What would be the point in changing it. I CANNOT call him. Not even though I really wanted to. Besides what would I say? I have nothing nice to say right now. I just want to scream at him. I want to bitch him out because he probably won't see Kiya again before she walks. He's finally realizing that he doesn't know our kids. He said that he didn't want custody when he was here on the 30th . . . HUGE sigh of relief.
I told myself I would clean up the place tonight when it cooled off. NO SUCH LUCK . . . It's gotten hotter I SWEAR!! UGH . . .
The bug people are coming tomorrow to spray the apartments. . the maintainance guy came around and told everyone today. I guess they'll have to deal with some baby toys and crap lying around. It's not like I have moldy food in my livingroom or crap stuck all over the floors. . . LOL It's really not all that bad . . . I just have TOO much stuff for this little two bedroom townhouse.
That's my day in a nutshell . . . See you all tomorrow!
