I'm having a hard time sitting in my own head this morning. Don't ask me why . . . A new day with all new (old really I guess) stresses. AYE!
Some year it has to get better right? I am trying to work my way through all of this. But I just think about him getting remarried. I just think about how he's already moved on to loving someone else (however temporary . . it's not just a fling.) I don't want to be the one hurting and left behind like that.
If we just didn't work that would be one thing . . . but for him to be engaged. It hurts.
