Give me some more time to detach and then the what if's will slowly go away. I know I shouldn't think about them.
He was being very ignorant to me on the phone and I said, "So what we can't be friends now?" I just keep thinking that after 9 years of knowing each other we should be able to stay friends. and he said, "I don't know."
I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!! Can you believe that??????? WTF? It's not like I'm asking the man for a kidney.
