Thanks t2sp . .
It's the "What If's" that kill me.

Like:

What if I just wasn't the right one.
What if he REALLY does love her more than he ever did me (he would know)
What if they REALLY do get the "happily ever after" I was suppose to get with him.
What if I spend the rest of my life missing him and he never even thinks of me again.

You get the picture.