I talked to my H briefly . . as the car registration is due today . . and he's giving me that car BUT it's all in his name and he is not reregistering it. But it still has some of his stuff in it so when he eventually comes to get that he'll give me the keys and sign it over to me. Yeah now that it doesn't run again. He's got his fiances car anyway. That's right they are getting married.
Why did he leave me so far behind in the dust?
I am sobbing . . . I don't want to do this. I can't drag my feet anymore though. His mind is made up. She came and got him from my house yesterday and he moved back in with her.
All the feelings swirling in my head. IT hurts. He sounded good. I wish I could be.
I started crying some and I told him, "I hope you have a good life and your happy." Those were my last words to him.
Oh God . . .
He told me he won't give me his number because he doesn't want me calling him all the time and "bugging the f#ck outta him." He said you have other numbers where they can get a hold of me. I said, "Well I'm not calling your grandmother if our daughter had to go to the ER or something was seriously wrong." He basically said tough [censored]. FINE!! A-HOLE!!!
I told him I was sorry . . that I really did try . . and that I was sorry he hated me. He just said, "I don't really hate you."
That's it. I know I shouldn't have talked to him but it was suppose to be about that car. I want that car . . . I just put all that money into it. I feel that I deserve it.
