Thank Nicola! It won't be a problem to go dark. My H is getting a new phone this week and won't be giving me the number so I won't have any way to contact him even if one of his daughters was like dying or something. I know that dramatic . . . but it really makes me angry. Is it considered abandonment?
I wouldn't be calling him anyway. I really feel that I have nothing left to say to him. Nothing. I want him to keep in touch for the girls. Kiya has that ultrasound on the 4th and Felina's b-day is on the 10. So we'll find out (hopefully this time) whether or not Kiya has to have surgery. You'd think he'd want to know. Felina will be two . . . I know she doesn't care yet . . but I don't want to have to fake a card from her dad every year with $5 in it so she doesn't think that he's forgetten all about her and doesn't love her.
I mean I know how I felt growing up without my biological parents . . . and I had parents that at least tried to love me. So if one parent is just missing and doesn't ever bother with you . . . wow . . . I can't imagine how that would feel.
It's not my kids faults . . it's so unfair they have to go through this.
Yup . . . I have nothing left to say to him. Nothing nice that's for damn sure.
