He told me things yesterday about the affair that I NEVER wanted to know. He was "clearing his head" and I think he didn't think he'd feel as guilty if he just told me.
They started dating about 5 days after he threw me out in December. Officially got together on Jan 1 . . . he moved in with her somewhere around April 20 *just a week after our 3 year wedding anniversary.*
He NEVER used a condom with her. He loves HER so much MORE than he could have EVER loved me. She loves him MORE than I ever loved him <---how he can say that I'll NEVER know)
They went out together EVERY night and did something (something we would never do with me. . . I had to beg to get him to take me ANY where . . so maybe he really does love her more.)
He told me he had a dream the night he was here that he went to kiss me and somehow I became her . . . yatta yatta yatta . . and that must mean that he and I aren't ment to be together etc.
He just dumped it all out . . . it broke my heart and I kept asking him to stop and he'd just get mad and bitch that I always tell him he can talk to me and then when he tries I won't listen
