Not doing well over here in the land of Em.

H was up because he "REALLY" wanted to come back.
Spent lastnight to see the girls etc. (Wanted me to go back downstate with him to see family and friends while he finished up his training)
This morning he was crying and unhappy . . . said he loved her MORE than he could ever love me and she loved him MORE than I could or have ever loved him.
I went out for the day with friends he "broke" into my apartment and took stuff . . .
I am squashed once again.
That's all . . .
nothing else to say.