Hey Emily don't you just love Nicola your thread locks up so she makes you a new one
and like she said we have posted with you since day one and WE BOTH BELIEVE IN YOU
Emily non of what is happening to you is the real you when we go through a break up - or loss of any kind - our bodies produce all kinds of chemicals in our brains that alter the way we think and behave add to that all those post baby hormones raging around your body its no wonder you can't cope I understand that getting on here and just letting it all out is good for you - but I know that you need more than any of us on here can give you
sweetie please do as Nicola and I suggest and go talk to someone ask your doctor for help coping with how you feel - get a referral to someone who can help you through this
I can imagine how out of control you feel at the moment - he is doing a really good job of keeping you unbalanced at the moment - coming and going - wanting to fix this then not - that does not help you at all I for one would not want to be in your situation - but please Emily come back read this and get some help will check in here later to see if you got this message and
