WOOOOW!!! What a DEEP dream. You being the "man" is also very intersting, since you're so taking charge of so much now, including your own self-growth, that H is unable to do now.
I want to also thank you for hopping on my thread with some wonderful advice. I thought so much about what you said, and I will make it a point to do. I really respect your advice and am eternally grateful for your thoughtful insight and advice. THANK YOU.
I agree with where you are now, and where many of us MLC LBS's are now....focus on ourselves and being compassionate and loving toward ourselves. It's no use to overextend ourselves now, b/c when MLCers come back, it's still a lot of work to do, and I suspect that most will lie in us.