Not much happening with W, get to see kids couple of times a week and phone them every day. W asked if she could use my credit card to pay for her web hosting account. Told her she couldn't and would have to find another way to pay it. She wasn't impressed, but I figure that if she wants the single life, she can organise things like that herself. 12 months post bomb next week, things seem worse to me. W is dating, I'm not living at home, eldest D16 wants to have nothing to do with W's bf. I guess I have gotten a life just haven't got a W at moment. Have been going to two mindfulness meditation groups Monday & Tuesdays. I find that the mindulness training has helped me deal with the bad thoughts and feelings I have been getting. I would recommend people look into to it i they are having a bad time. I would prefer W comes around, but know whatever happens I will be able to handle it. Let's see what the next 12 months bring. Good luck to all fighting the good fight.
