Feeling my way around in the darkness

[WCW]

I bet those big cap letters deterred everyone else from reading anymore of your post, it'll be just me and you now!

Used for relief. Oh UGH, I hate that feeling, and I know it all too well. That was exactly what H would do when I used to push him for sex, and when he finally reached the point of no return, that is just what he would make sure it turned out to be, his own relief.

So what to do for you? what was the evening like in between when you got interupted and when you went to bed? what if you had tried to keep the mood flowing? you know, pre-bed foreplay.

As for the animal in bed grabbing you for relief, get up and leave the bed when it starts. Go get a drink, and make sure he wakes up so he is fully aware of what he is doing. If he's still awake when you get back, maybe it would be different.

I'm glad for your counseling happening today, it seems just the right time that you can give the counselor a full dose of how you're feeling. Let us know how it goes. (((sara)))