Quote: If I initiate and he just takes, I don't like the way I feel afterward.
Oh yes, it makes very much sense to me and I know just how you feel, might as well be on a street corner. Do you think it would be appropriate to talk with him about your feelings? Can you open up to him about this? If you can't talk about it, how about showing it? Set the mood, candles, soft lights, romantic music, fingertip touches, very sensual...and remember, foreplay starts long before the bedroom.... But again, all this is only if you think it seems right to be trying these things.
H gets a blue star by his name! keep him busy with those types of things, assign his GAL without him even knowing it.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
