Feeling my way around in the darkness

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I have been doing all those things and I have been initiating all along. I am the one doing all the initiating. Is it wrong to hope that he would also?

Yes he would rather look at porn than be with a real woman, or maybe it is just that he would rather look at porn than be with me.

He did snuggle up to me a couple of times during the night in his sleep. I am thankful for that.

Advice please... So you all think I should just keep initiating and no matter what?