Feeling my way around in the darkness

[NNP1965]

Another really nice weekend... still no action in the bedroom though. I am determinded not to initiate. Not sure if that is the right thing or not, but for now I just don't have it in me.

My curiosity got the better of me and I snooped. Didn't find anything other than the porn he normally looks at. Not even any "search sites". I guess that is all he needs and it doesn't matter what I might or might not need.

Almost looking forward to going to the meeting tomorrow night. I really had to juggle some scheduling to be able to get to go, but I was not going to let other things interfere. H is going to have to get each boy where he needs to be at the right time. I am sure he can handle it.