Feeling my way around in the darkness

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Well things on the homefront seem great, like usual. No physical interest from H yet? He still hugs me when he comes in and kisses me good night after we get in bed. I am trying hard not to read anything into it.

I'll see how the weekend goes.

Opti, I am going back. Yes it was Al-Anon. There is not a meeting specifically for ACOA in my area, but most of the people at the meeting were ACOA anyway.

I did not get through the meeting with out sobbing. When it came my turn to say something I appologised and said I could not speak with out crying one woman got up and brought me back a box of kleenex. They all encouraged me to say what I wanted. I cried, but got it out.

If alcohol is or was an issue in your family I urge you try another meeting.