Feeling my way around in the darkness

[NNP1965]

Is there anything you can point to that gave you these feelings? Sometimes it is intuition. Sometimes it is overanalyzing. Most of the times it is a mixture of both.

Sorry to be blunt but I had been gone for 5 days and he was "not interested" when I got home (if you get my drift ). Now I have been home for three days and he still has shown no interest. I tried to initate the first night, but he just pulled me to him and said just lay here (on his shoulder).

So that is the reason for my uneasy feeling, I guess.