Feeling my way around in the darkness

[NNP1965]

I am back. We had a GREAT (even better than GREAT) time.

I have to get caught up on everyone and even myself. I am not sure what I want to say. I have no reason for this odd feeling I have. It most likely is all my imagination, but who knows.

For whatever reason I am really tired of playing this "game". I still plan to go to the meeting tonight, but I have not mentioned it. I guess I need to sort out some feelings and then see if I can express them here.