You said you are no longer afraid of going forward. Do you have a plan? making a plan? I think you sound 'strong' this week, and I wonder if it is feeling better from counseling or if it is because you have time to yourself this week while H is gone with kids. I know for myself, I have all these big ideas of just what to do and say when I see H , and then when I am face to face with H I can't get it out.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
