Ford,

You should give yourself a BIG pat on the back for continuing to give your W your loyalty. I know first hand that it is so difficult to look the person in the face after they have betrayed you.

You too should be commended for your efforts.

I feel so terrible!!! My H made me some jewelry, he was so proud of himself! He's been so good lately and I just haven't been able to see it through my anger.

Thanks to all of you, tough love and all. The cloud is starting to deminish!

I haven't seen the OM or spoken to him. I will let it go and focus on my situation. It's going to be tough, but I think it will be worth it!