****After all is said and done, is this person worthy of my loyalty and love?????
Only you can decide that.
****But at the same time, I cannot go on pretending that nothing ever happened and that the man that lays next to me every night is worthy of me. I guess that is the anger in me that cannot think correctly until all of the last bit of anger is gone.
Anger is the last emotion to go. It will feed and is hungry. The only way to stop it is to starve it. Anger will soon lead to bitterness. With bitterness you cannot be happy. I have been bitter for 15 years. This is not a road you want to go down.
****I can't help what I feel!
There is nothing wrong with that. Hell sometimes I feel like calling my OW up and meeting her for a beer. I admitted I missed the OW just a couple of days ago. There is NOTHING wrong with feeling, it's how you react to those feelings. Make sense??
****I used to be a very strong willed person.....My heart felt so heavy and it ached. I couldn't believe that this happened.
You can STILL use this as an opportunity to be even STRONGER. It's up to you.
