?How long does the hurt, dissapointment, anger last??????? How can one get over this?>
its been 11 months for me. still dissapointed and angry. so I don't know. I've been thinkin about this pretty hard lately. I mean, being able to drop your gaurd after this is sooo hard. I don't ever want to be in the position I was in last summer. EVER. also I'm stuck on the bit of " ok the hurt is mostly gone, but is this person, the person I trusted most, the person who totally blew it by screwin around, all the lies, all the mean and hurtfull talk, is this person WORTHY of me, WORTHY of me dropping my gaurd?" the more time that goes by, the answer gets more and more to the NO, they arent worthy.
this is hard, because I like my wife, we have a blast together. I dunno. have a great saturday, Jade
