<I am very hurt and dissapointed with his decision to cheat.>
yeah, I still get angry about that. real angry. thing is that any relationship we start in the position we're in is doomed. plus I think the aftermath would hurt us more than them. freeky how that works. I was afraid of being alone, but now I know that I can get another. that gives me a little peace. then I get angry and think, "yeah it's my turn" then I mellow. what a wild ride we're on
