I hear you! I just can't think clearly because of my anger. And the anger is pushing me away from my H.
But since I am HERE.....I guess deep down inside I don't want to destroy my marriage and want to be happy.
I'm sure he is wondering why I am being a little distant. I don't send him emails or text msgs or call him to say I love him. But if I explain to him that I am angry, he rolls his eyes and gets mad and asks if I am going to continue rubbing his nose in the mess!!!! I can't seem to get anything off my chest......except for here in this forum with all of you guys listening. Sure you can bash me and make me feel bad for my thinking. Just know that I am listening and am not a bad person for feeling the way I feel.
